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The engine was a puzzle box of seized pistons and frozen bolts. I learned patience from a penetrating oil called Kroil, waiting three days for a single nut to surrender. I learned failure when I cracked a brittle rubber boot trying to force it onto a carburetor. I learned quiet triumph at 2 AM when the rebuilt starter motor finally engaged and the engine coughed, then coughed again, then turned over with a sound like a sleeping giant rolling over.

I wasn't restoring a motorcycle. I was restoring a part of myself that got buried under performance reviews and mortgage applications.

But they don't know that last Tuesday, when the anxiety got so bad I couldn't breathe, I spent an hour just polishing the engine casing. The repetitive motion, the smell of metal and polish—it brought me back.

The concrete floor of the garage was cold through the knees of my jeans. Dust motes danced in the single beam of light cutting through the darkness. In front of me, under a stained canvas tarp, was .