Pulse | 2019

"It’s hard to see blueprints for a garden where I thought I was going to die," Carter told the Orlando Sentinel in July 2019. "But if we don't build something there, they win. The hate wins." Nationally, 2019 marked a critical pivot in the conversation about the Pulse shooting. For two years following the tragedy, the "Orlando nightclub shooting" was often framed primarily as terrorism (the shooter pledged allegiance to ISIS) or gun violence. By 2019, the narrative had sharpened.

Furthermore, 2019 saw the resurgence of the "Latinx" identity in the discourse. While early media coverage focused on the "gay club," many overlooked that the club was hosting Latin Night —meaning the majority of the victims were queer Puerto Ricans and other Latin Americans. In 2019, community organizers began explicitly correcting the record, holding vigils in Spanish and pushing for intersectional gun reform. Perhaps the most haunting statistic to emerge from 2019 was the echo effect. According to a study published by the American Journal of Public Health that year, survivors of the Pulse shooting experienced PTSD at rates similar to combat veterans. But more alarmingly, researchers found that the shooting had a "contagion effect" on the mental health of LGBTQ+ people across the state.

In 2019, Pulse was no longer just a place. It had become a verb. pulse 2019

ORLANDO, Fla. – In the early morning hours of June 12, 2016, the Pulse nightclub was a sanctuary. By sunrise, it was a crime scene. Three years later, in the summer of 2019, the site of the deadliest mass shooting in modern U.S. history (at the time) existed in a complex limbo—no longer an active nightclub, not yet a finished memorial, but a sacred, quiet space where grief and activism converged.

In December 2019, workers carefully removed the iconic "Pulse" sign from the marquee. It was placed in storage, awaiting a future museum display. For a moment, the street looked like any other strip of South Orange Avenue. "It’s hard to see blueprints for a garden

But in 2019, the fences remained, but the purpose had shifted. The onePULSE Foundation had purchased the property earlier that year for $2.45 million, officially severing the site from its commercial past. In June 2019, on the third anniversary, the foundation unveiled the final design concepts for a permanent memorial and museum, designed by the renowned firm MASS Design Group.

For the LGBTQ+ community and the Latinx community of Orlando, 2019 was not a year of closure. It was a year of reckoning. Walking past the iconic purple facade in 2019 was a jarring experience for locals. The club had been shuttered since the attack that claimed 49 lives and injured 53 others. For nearly three years, the site was a makeshift memorial—a sea of wilting flowers, cracked candles, dripping paint from murals, and laminated photos of victims nailed to chain-link fences. For two years following the tragedy, the "Orlando

"I was at a bar in Tampa last month, and a balloon popped," says "Marco," a 34-year-old survivor who asked to use a pseudonym. "I hit the floor. Twenty other people hit the floor. We looked at each other, and we all knew. We were reliving Pulse in a parking lot two hours away."